Your flights would cost that and then be homeless, Thailand is not a place that takes that kindly, try and get help at home and come up with a better plan I would say
yes fucking too right when you being ass raped and there is no end in sight why not go somewhere else to reap your rewards without massive penalties, I am guessing you are very well off and don't give a fuck about the average person, good luck to you and I hope you do well