SSDI you're fine. You can lose your Medicare Medicaid if you're not careful. If I had SSDI I would complete my regular doctor visits online with zoom and then once a year fly home for in person tests and physical. Do that and you're good. SSDI is insurance and if you get injured, sick or otherwise can no longer work then it's your money if they approve you. Doesn't matter what others think. If I could get SSDI I'd tell anyone who ever said stupid stuff like that they could suck on my hot dog!