The reason why mention that with the Blacklisted is because that's what's both the volunteers and the immigration officer has told me a couple of times when calling them. So shame on me for bringing that kind of news.
So all I do is passing it on.
And by the way I don't need to be a superstar I never had dose needs I stand in myself without needs for other people to tell me that I'm all that.
See experience comes in many ways and in this case I have seen and known quite a couple of people who got blacklisted and yes believe or not I didn't make the rules so you can feel what ever you want to feel about be I won't lay sleepless over you're feelings but it won't change the law.
What is your issue with me seems you are having a beef with the reality and the good advice I'm giving what ever your problem I can't help you it seems to be an issue with yourself hope you find a solution for it so you can move forward in life good luck with it.