I have got BL from Thailand embassy. Is it possible to get thai visa at second chance?

Hi admin, I have very big problem inside of my head, I've been thinking, since I got blacklist since 2018, for my over stay, my problem now is after I got 5 years blacklist, I'm planning to head back to Thailand , since my daughter n family is over there. My question is do you think I can have a problem to Thai immigration , when I get back there? I wonder after 5 years of blacklist , do you think my name is already remove from blacklist? I am very concern to this matter , pls kindly help!😢my husband is a Thai, but he already pass away last 2015.😢