@Richie ***************
I agree with your reasoning, the situation at the time was not a good one, but it was my own actions that put me in it, I underestimated how hard it would be to find any kind of work in Thailand, either in country or online, lots of things had happened to get me to this point and I was not always thinking clearly, but I got the help I needed and go through it all (fyi my issues were not caused by drugs or alcohol, but by stress and worry causing mental health issues)